forever young

Maybe I was inspired by listening to "Forever Young" in the rain, but I decided to read over a journal I kept in high school when I was home, but I did and boy was I an idiot. I was obsessed with too many stupid boys and I had thought that I was such a cool 15 year old. I guess I was only slightly crazy. Plus I was a jerk to 1st boyfriend. He was so sweet to me and I was too mean to him. Ah well I wouldn't have worked anyway, maybe the relationship karma is done punishing me for it.